Question to Ponder:
How do you handle the paralysis of guilt in your life?

Observations:
I asked myself who are the main characters involved?

1. Jesus

2. Paralytic

3. Teachers of the law

4. Crowd

Observations:
I asked myself what role they play?

Point 1: Jesus

1. Jesus saw their (four men who brought the paralytic) faith.

2. Jesus said to the paralytic, “Son, your sins are forgiven.”

3. Jesus knew in his spirit what the teachers of the law were thinking in their hearts.

4. Jesus asks the teachers of the law 3 questions.

5. Jesus tells them He has the authority to forgive sins.

6. Jesus tells the paralytic 3 things.

Point 2: Paralytic

1. The paralytic got up.

2. The paralytic picked up his mat.

3. The paralytic took his mat and went home.

Point 3: Teachers of the law

1. The teachers of the law were sitting there when Jesus told the paralytic his sins were forgiven.

2. They thought to themselves ‘why does this fellow talk like that?’

3. They thought to themselves, ‘He’s blaspheming!

4. They thought to themselves, ‘Who can forgive sins but God alone?’

Point 4: Crowds

1. The paralytic walking amazed the crowds.

2. The crowds praised God, saying, “We have never seen anything like this.”

Observations/Interpretations:
I decided to focus on the 2nd action of Jesus today.  

I asked myself what is the significance of Jesus’ action?

Statement 2: Jesus said to the paralytic, “Son, your sins are forgiven.”
It is so interesting that even though the man is paralyzed, Jesus does not address his physical condition first but addresses his spiritual condition. This is evident by the statement, “Son, your sins are forgiven.”

Jesus also gives the man identity by calling him ‘Son’. This makes me think that Jesus was letting him know that he wants the man to belong to him. It is possible that his physical condition may have been caused as a direct result of sin but we do not know. Sometimes things happen in our lives because we live in a sinful world and other times they happen as a direct result of our own sin.

Since we had our small group meeting on Friday night at Oakland International Fellowship led by Calvin Chiang and Vicki Cheng, I have been reflecting on the passages we studied and it occurred to me that sometimes there is an application we see that others may not see. That's something Calvin shared depending on where we are in life.

We did not really get a chance to talk in detail about why Jesus said, "Son, your sins are forgiven" instead of healing him right away so today I pondered about it more.

It occurred to me what if the man's paralysis was caused by an accident that he was responsible for, where he may have been drunk and hit someone with the means of transportation he was using, granted it was not a motor vehicle, where someone died in the process and he got paralyzed. But, the paralysis is only the physical symptom he has to deal with. Now, what if he was dealing with a lot of guilt that even if his paralysis was cured, the guilt was eating him up on the inside. Now, Jesus comes to him and calls him 'Son' making him feel worthy. Not only that but whatever guilt he was going through, Jesus wanted to address it first to restore him spiritually. Then, when he was restored spiritually, his physical healing could be dealt with. As Rebecca in our small group shared, it is also possible by Jesus forgiving his sins, Jesus had healed him at that moment but the man did not know until he was able to pick up his mat, got up, and walked in view of them all.

Implications:
I saw important implications for my own life. Jesus wants us to belong to Him too and calls us sons and daughters when we turn to Him. As Jesus focused on forgiving the man's sins, Jesus also is focused on forgiving our sin and setting us free from the bondage guilt that is caused by sin. Jesus wants to free us from the paralysis of sin. The question is whether we are willing to acknowledge Him, as our Heavenly Father! This passage also makes me think of areas in which we are paralyzed and how the Lord Jesus Christ can rescue us!

Jesus wants to get to the heart of the matter and addresses me where I am at. No matter how guilty I may feel about a situation, the Lord Jesus is there to forgive me and does not want me to be paralyzed. He wants me to live for Him and be set free. He wants to do the same for you.

I ask you now dear friend, where does paralysis take hold of you in life?
Dear friend, paralysis is not always physical but it could also be spiritual or psychological. We can be feeling so guilty about something that we keep racking our minds on it to the point that we freeze ourselves from forgiving ourselves or accepting other people’s forgiveness. Most of all we don't want to accept the forgiveness Christ the Lord wants to offer each one of us because we condemn ourselves and think we are not worthy. Yes, we are not worthy because of sin but because of our unworthiness is why Jesus Christ came into this world, died for our sins on the cross shedding His precious cleansing blood, was buried, and came back to life on the 3rd day to save. This is exciting to know friend.

Jesus does not want us to feel condemned forever and wants to free us from whatever guilt we are facing, for He already paid the price to set us free and we are never out of His love. The hardest thing is forgiving self from the guilt. It will continue to be hard unless we turn to the One who came to forgive and give us freedom.

The Good News is that "there is now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus for the power of the life giving Spirit frees us from the law of sin and death" (Romans 8:1)

Yes, the Holy Spirit frees us from the law of sin and death friend. Jesus will bring healing for you from the paralysis of guilt as you turn to Him and receive His forgiveness. What occurred may not be changeable and God knows that. He still forgives you and wants you to pick up your mat and go home.

The paralyzed man was stuck to the mat just as guilt maybe sticking to you. With Jesus’ help the man separated himself from the mat and you can separate yourself from the guilt and go home. Home is usually a place of shelter and the Lord wants to give you shelter from this paralysis.

Guilt is the worst thing a person can face because their mind is surrounded with 'What if's'. Jesus does not want you and me to live in the 'What if' world. Whatever has happened, happened and if we cannot change it, we need to still move on. Our Lord wants us to move on from the guilt that plagues us. At the Cross, He paid the price for you and me. Yes, He did friend. Jesus restores you where you are.

Whatever you have done or said, take it to the Lord in prayer and rest in Him. He is a God of restoration and takes away the paralysis of guilt. Yes, He does friend! Oh yes, He does! I can speak from experience. The key is depending on Him and waiting on the Lord. If you are able to bring restoration in the lives of people that you have hurt, you should do that as you seek the Lord.

Maybe guilt is not what paralyses you but it could be fear. You can be so fearful of something because of what happened to you in the past that you are paralyzed by fear. The Lord Jesus does not want that for you. He wants you to know that ‘God has not given us a spirit of fear but of love, power and of a sound mind’. The type of fear that paralyses is from the devil and Jesus is here to free you from that fear. No matter what fear you are facing, please take it to the Lord in prayer. He loves you so much. Yes, He does. You are never out of His love; you are never out of His reach.

Whatever paralyzes you, you know about it. It could be interfering with your daily activities and what you need to do. You don’t have to lose hope. The paralytic took the help from the men who carried him. There are times we need to be carried to Jesus with the baggage we have. There are times Jesus Himself carries us!

It is wonderful to know there are those out there who want to help people through their paralysis whether it is physical, spiritual, or psychological. Take the help that comes your way and know Jesus wants to be your Great Physician.

Listen to the song, 'Seventy Times Seven' by David Meece and take the words to heart.

The purpose of today's devotional was for me to take the forgiveness Christ offers so I can be freed from the paralysis of guilt caused by different sins I have committed.

"Paralyzed?, Always Remember Almighty Lord Your Savior In Situations!" (P.A.R.A.L.Y.S.I.S)/"Where does paralysis take hold of you in life?"

Make this your prayer:
Dear Jesus, thank you so much for interceding on our behalf. You love us so much that you died for our sins and came back to life to save us. Lord, you know the paralysis each of us face in our own lives, you know what hinders us from moving on, picking up our mat and going on in life. More than anything, it is sin Oh Lord. It is sin that captivates and paralyzes us but we know you are there to help us. So Jesus, come and please help us to overcome things that paralyze us. Help us to receive the help you offer and not be so individualistic. Please take our guilt, fear, or whatever we face and cover us with your loving presence please. And Jesus there are those that are physically paralyzed that need your loving touch and help in their lives. Please help them in all they need to do. Give them strength to endure and bring your healing in their lives please Jesus. Thank you Jesus we are never out of your love and never out of your reach no matter where we have been. Thank you we can talk to you for you are our Great Physician. We turn our lives over to thee and ask thee for your loving healing grace to engulf us. Thank you for your cleansing blood to heal us. Thank you Jesus for hearing us and answering us! In Your Name I Pray Jesus! Amen!

"May my spoken words and unspoken thoughts be pleasing even to you, O Lord my Rock and my Redeemer." (Psalm 19:14)

If you would like to invite Jesus Christ into your heart and make Him a daily part of your life, you can this very moment. You will never be alone. You can claim God's promises for you in the Bible and see them come true, before your eyes, in His wonderful timing. You don't have to wait for a special time to come to the Lord. You can come right now as you pray the prayer below, meaning it in your heart.

Prayer:
God I am a sinner. I am invaded by this deadliest virus. Many times I feel so guilty and yucky inside. I need forgiveness. I am so sorry for my sins. I have not obeyed you with my whole heart! I have gone my own way and done my own things. I still struggle with sin. I need you Jesus in my life so I can receive forgiveness and a new beginning. In the process, I can forgive others as you help me to. Thank you so much Jesus. I accept the antidote you have sent me. I believe Jesus you died for me and your cleansing blood will cleanse me from all my sins. You came back to life to save me. Thank you God I am set free, free from the bondage of sin. Hear my cry Oh Lord. I accept you Jesus into my heart. I make you my Lord and Personal Savior of my life. Thank you Father God for giving me Salvation. Thank you Jesus for coming into my heart and making my heart your home. Thank you for living in me Jesus and I will live for you and serve you the rest of the days of my life. Thank you for being my Lord and personal Savior! I can live a life of peace with you on my side. Thank you that you have heard my prayer and answered me! In your Name I Pray Jesus! AMEN!